Hey watchers/friends

Sorry if I haven't been able to post alot. I'm...Having a hard time at the moment. My 4 month old hamster is very sick; she just lost her eye from her illness. And I've been debating if I should end her suffering...We don't have money for a vet and mom said they won't be able to help her anyways. She's barely eating, she's wheezing and struggling to breath. I asked my stepdad if he would be able to put her down...He didn't have the guts either...

I'll try to work on a fan fiction if she gets better...I highly doubt she will. But I will try to work on a fan fiction or a drawing.